EXCERPT: MOODS CHAPTER

Moods are our continuous, free flowing, ever changing states of thinking, feeling and being that we go thru moment to endless moment.  Moods are our different faces, make ups and feelings we feel.  There are different moods for the different changes we constantly go thru.  Our moods are our ups and downs, our ins and outs that can be not so good or not so bad… to feeling great, to feeling sour.  Our moods are reflections of our reflections; our patterns that mirror past affairs, associations, desires, dreams, and all kind of things.  Our moods are our ‘attitudes’ to the subconscious state of mind for how we deeply feel.

 

THE CHANGES WE GO THRU

SENSITIVE:  Most of our moods tend to be emotionally sensitive.  Usually these feelings tend to be irrational, irresponsible, and uncontrollable as they overwhelm and reek havoc in our lives.

 

JOYFUL:  At times, we have feelings that feel really good; wherein the wonder of life fill us with joy.  For many, these feelings are rare because they do not know that they are suppressing them.

 

SHITTY:  Of course, there are time when we feel down right shitty.  A mood that’s irritable, cranky complex of that ‘don’t F—with you mood.’  All i can say is let it go.

 

JAZZY:  Oh but when we feel jazzy we be’s ‘all that.’  So kool, smooth, frisky, fly, so funky and alive.   Jazzy is when the spirit of life is kickin in with enthusiasm.

 

PHILOSOPHICAL:  Sometimes we can be so cerebral and reflective of the life of Life, the world around us.  We wander into wondering about meanings, feelings, thangs, and the whys of life.  For most, it is a fleeting second before you are distracted back into the vacuum of… duh.

 

DREAMY:  Then there are those day dream days.  Where our day dream imaginations drift off into seeds of desires we yearn for, that lay dormant to our presence…  that we romance as a dream we dream to come true.

 

PHYSICAL:  Moods can sometime be a result of physical reactions from body pains, cravings, sickness, and physical changes… that occur from menstruation to pregnancy, diabetes or anyone of the many illnesses the body has that can de-generate into one hellava mood.

 

MORE CHANGES

SENSUAL:  When we are ‘turned on,’ sensually the mood for Love kicks in.  Eroticism’s sensuality in us wants to be nurtured, caressed and self-indulged in physical pleasures.  This is our ‘Sexy’ mood, where we feel erotic-ly alive, a.k.a., Horny.

 

LONELINESS:  This is probably the hardest and most depressing mood we can have.  We can have feelings of rejection and neglect even in marriage because sometimes in a crowded house, city and even busy schedule.  The journey of life’s burdens and challenges is an ordeal that truly makes one feel alone.

 

RAGE:   i understand that some of you humans experience violent negative emotions out of frustration.  Hate, anger, bitterness, and assortments of insecurities can cause a frustration that is experienced violently.  So, because you hurt and is frustrated, that you become disturbed enough to hurt others.  This self-destructive time bomb is projected onto others.  Hello! You need to be aware of and work on defusing your rage before more damage is done.

 

LIMBO:  This is that transitional mood where we are neither here nor there.  We be’s in an indefinable and indecisive state of what to do or how we feel.  In a limbo, we be reaching for that something, but what?

 

MOODY MOODS: At times, we tend to get restless, impatient, and impulsive.  Life sometimes seems dull, empty, and fragmented.  We experience life and Love in bits and pieces, temporary fixes of elusive fleeting doses of a greater reality. When those deep intense feelings, rushes and highs of Love do not last and our craving pass, we restlessly need… more to life, more to us…

Moods are the transitional emotional states of our Being.  Being by definition are the motions to what we be, in the plural.  Our I’s become US that is experienced in various states of being, thru them motions of what we feel… emotionally.

Love is experienced as a fragment of our divinity, where we tend to use it as a drug, a fix for our feelings of incompleteness.  And to experience our hidden sense of immortality.  Them pieces of Love is really elusive and fleeting.  So we go thru many changes for many moods of life for that right connection, everlasting.  We be’s looking in the wrong places, for all the wrong reasons.  Weird aint it ?

Moods is a peculiar creature… So, what are you in the mood for?

 

( Continued… )

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